he wanted to shoot me he shouldve

but his gun license was taken away

he wouldve been caught and i would be resting

things really wouldve been better

i wish he went through with killing me

instead of having to pretend all of the time

i wish people could look into my eyes and know

i shouldve stayed asleep

i wish i just never remembered

i never shouldve figured out it was my dad molesting me the whole time