noah?

wart?

wart?

oh

noah?

im gonna kill him

abused becomes the abuser

no one to call.

a gun for each of us, i couldve made him kill himself and used the other for myself

or kill him and then me

i was gonna burn myself and the precious house down

back

just stop it ill be right back i need a drink

it is fine

im not

no its fine

i cant

i hate him using me

he said he was gonna soon though

he never took me to help him on a case again

i was supposed to help her but instead she took my dads gun and shot herself

she fucking died in front of me just because i was helping my dad on a job

and we was like ok?

and i told jay

i watched a lady got shot before

hell

if i am anything less its a punch to the gut

im supposed to be perfect

i was really happy all the time and i miss having them

i dont know what they were but my father gave them to me

i used to take these pills

i swear i want to be myself but i dont know how

theres nothing good about it

i dont like who i am

i dont need help

i dont need it

you yourself said youve seen how i react to help

wart, noah, please just stop

is anyone really?

you say that but are you really?