She’d be mad to see Im actually trying to not be fat

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Then in december i attempted to take my own life

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if im still fat i might as well kill myself like

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I started starving myself more here and there. I skip most meals. Im so thin and i dont even do it on purpose.

14888 - 

was that your plan before water?

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I got taken to an er.Got a note saying to get sectioned.Got driven home.Got made fun off for attempting.The first thing my parents said was what would people think about us

15806 - 

She’d probably force me to eat a peanut butter sandwich with 5 tablespoons of peanut butter and a mound of potato chips to make sure I dont stay small

15817 - 

I was only 14

15806 - 

my mums screaming at me bc i didnt eat dinner but i ate icecream and yellin that i smell like mf i just had a bath maybe its the 3 year old? for gods sake

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Anyway last month we went to court against my ex bsfs dad we got 10 euros

15806 - 

I dont have words to describe how awful that mustve been.

14888 - 

If she found out I only eat half a peanut butter sandwich with a little bit of peanut butter and like 10 chips. Oh no so horrible 😱

15817 - 

my dad had a very bad black eye

15806 - 

it was

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My uncles murderer was only given 19 years

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And my parents expected to get over this all

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everyone did.I laughed in public and cried in my bed

15806 - 

It doesn’t have to be like that

11423 - 

it doesn’t have to be that way

11423 - 

I have to act perfect and im sick of it

15806 - 

I WAS SA'D at a young age.And the ex-bsf told everyone.And i get made fun of for it

15806 - 

You can be happy water

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Just call them

11423 - 

call who?

15806 - 

Im a social laughing stock. Everyone at my school knows my name and uses ot as a punchline. My friends find me annoying, its "engrained into my personality". I wish i could find better people for me.

14888 - 

OMLL SAME PURPLE

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I always have been

15806 - 

I try so hard to be a regular person but im too different. I dont know what im doing wrong most of the time. I try my best to lay low and be quiet but im a fucking joke.

14888 - 

SAMME

15806 - 

are you me?

15806 - 

where you sa'd at 6

15806 - 

Maybe in another lifetime, sure

14888 - 

lowkey groomed at 14

15806 - 

had someone murdered in your family at 14

15806 - 

get made fun of for being sa'd?

15806 - 

I cant lie, i havent had it as bad as you have. I really hope you can move past it and be happy

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