both failed, obviously

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i am just existing.

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Then I see great intuitive minds, great achievements

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anyway, I'm leaving

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existing gets tiring after a while

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I feel so jealous

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ive been trying to kill myself since elementary school

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it's easy running through your hair like fields of poppies in salt air

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I'm left out

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when I was younger they tried to offer me antidepressants as well when I saw a psychologist and I said no. I knew what I needed. I needed guidance from someone, someone to talk to. Not pills....

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I want to let loose

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I/m going to do smth else

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sometimes i just want to take long naps

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but i am grateful nonetheless

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but now its like im forced to live so why bother trying anymore

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you said to me that you won't share and i said i would never dare

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bye?

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okay coral

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so i will become better i hope

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My friends all have lives, careers, girlfriends

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i stared at you the way i do when i want something else from you

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some have kids

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ahh i could never talk to like a therapist

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yellow, same? it's ok

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i have hope for a better future.

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seems intimidating

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stay safe y'all

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life is not a competition, you go at your own speed

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you too coral \

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omg

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take care people

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wow

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everyone is leaving

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I want to die and respawn with a personality

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im gonna leave now but hopefully when i talk here again ill be much healthier and less self-destructive

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I should be asleep in half an hour since I gotta wake up early to take my two pet rats to the vet but I will survive lol

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Or at least respawn as a co-dependent

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it's ok purple

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take care u guys

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thats my mentality most days

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