i made a song in a notebook about me trying go to rojava so i could die a hero instead of a loser

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"i should be sleeping right now but ill power through tmmr"

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Sometimes I daydream of dying in self-sacrifice

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turn your pain into art

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donating my organs so a sick kid can live

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ive made a paint out of my own blood

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this art can be anything, music, paint, poetry

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painting*

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O.O noooooo

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lord im dumb

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I daydream about dying in a war

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fighting for what's right

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red, you sound like a cretin.

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please ignore my misspellings im not as dumb as i look im just tired

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a week ago my university was attacked by gang members hired by the rector

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I am also an organ donor, will be interesting when I die... who gets my organs? the people who need them to live or science. because I chose both donating to science and to someone in need

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im aware

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LOL

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i fought in the first line of defense

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what the fy

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got beaten

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but i felt

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realized

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i wanna die

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SCHOOL IS WHACK

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I want to donate my whole body

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fighting

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maybe i am a coward

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but for ideals

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i'll give it all

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for others

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I'm just lazy

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my school has had multiple school shooting threats

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heyyyy, I'm back

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Everyday, I have to face my laziness

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like dude really

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you can do all kinds of stuff when you die, some people get their ashes shot into space, some people consent to their bodies sent to one of those decomposing farms...-

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Idk what to do tbh

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I was recently typed as an enneagram 9

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It gets worse and worse

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