i dont really steal i more mirror

47543 - 

well i guess it's just a mental thing so i am relieved

47600 - 

Fair enough, well-

46997 - 

I can't be myself

33151 - 

I can't connect with anyone

33151 - 

here in the third world sometimes gangs start clashing in the street right outside my house at these hours

47600 - 

I didn't know what the heck masking was until some years ago, that could be what you're doing, trying to fit into your environment. You can do it and be unaware you're doing it. I probably do it

46997 - 

they both reached for the gun

46730 - 

what's masking?

46730 - 

wow

5909 - 

It's not a really bad thing but it has negative effects

46997 - 

masking is like, masking your symptoms say if you have something like adhd or autism

46997 - 

quiero morir en tu piel, quiero beberme tu vida, quiero llenarte de amor, de arriba abajo, de abajo arriba

47600 - 

oh i do that

47543 - 

i will be completly honset rn

47242 - 

as to avoid judgement

46997 - 

LOL

47543 - 

i think i might be masking then

5909 - 

i dont tell people i have depression

47543 - 

ohh okay, thank you blue

46730 - 

everything hurts, and i feel like shit

47242 - 

you do it without even knowing, i did it as a survival thing when i changed schools when i was a kid

46997 - 

:(

46997 - 

of course

46997 - 

My entire existence is a mask

33151 - 

Im so sure i have BPD tho but no one takes me serious

47543 - 

yay :/

47242 - 

I never knew myself

33151 - 

i was diagnosed with depression.

47602 - 

Everyone else has a self, then I'm just disconnected

33151 - 

the doctor said i tried to kill myself on impulse.

47602 - 

Nothing feels real

33151 - 

i am alive and well i think for now.

47602 - 

i'm not okay

46730 - 

Anyone have reddit?

47242 - 

the doctor just told me i was depressed and got me on meds

47543 - 

ive only tried to kill myself 2 times

47543 - 

idk who i am, i dont want to know, zizek said what if what's inside me isn't good

47600 - 

I live out my days in an inertia, a thick fog that prevents me from seeing anything accurately

33151 - 

i am not on medication.

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