otherwise yoi will always let others use you

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im not sure i know HOW to live for myself

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i know, thats what everyone is telling me, i need to live for me not anyone else

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live for yourself is like too ahead

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im scared that when im by myself ill fall back into the cycle i was in before

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first step, see yourself like any other human

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can you see yourself as any other human being?

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they were completely avoidant and didnt love or appreciate me for the first few months we started dating and after i finally said we should call it they hard switched to being obsessive instead

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me or cyan, blue?

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no, i am me

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Cyan, don't think about anything negative. Or else you'll only let yourself down. Be strong for your family or friends.

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cyan of course

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i am human and i make mistakes and but that doesnt give my bf an excuse to hurt me the way he does.

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exactly cyan

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cyan what I meant is, can you see yourself as a human being, as in, you have equal rights and equal deserve worthiness

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Just let go.

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i know i am worth a lot more than i am giving myself

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just as everyone

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its good you know that

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you absolutely are

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but first start with knowing you are at the abslite least deserve your first fair share

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as a fellow human being

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dont let other people define your self worth

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i think i should've died in childbirth

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my therapist has been talking to me about leaving him for a while, and ive just been defending it but i think, even if the manipulation isnt on purpose, he isnt mentally healthy enough for me

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i would've under ANY other circumstances in any other time period. i probably wasnt meant to live

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red, everyone is born for a reason

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that is a very debatable stance

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you are meant to do something great

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well, ig some people arent

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but u arent those some people

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are you the same red thats been talking to me this whole time?

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i gt r@pd i cant talk to anyone ab it

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red so why don't you deserve it?

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yes cyan

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then thats something, you've been helping me, idk what id be doing if i didnt have u and blue to talk to

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Im truly sorry youre facing this situation, cyan. Its important to acknowledge that being human inherently makes mistakes

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never said i dont deserve it. no one "deserves" to be born. I just feel like on some sense it wasn't meant to happen

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thank u yellow

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aw cyan i appreciate it

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