but you're still here?

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you are here and you're alive despite everything

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ah, I used to dwell on things like this

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can u guys see my text

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this is all religion fault

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i kinda wish i wasnt though, like i couldve just died years and years ago

40921 - 

you're born for a reason lol

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eh again i would disagree lmao, but to each his own

40921 - 

i wasnt saying that in a religious sense, sorry if it came off that way

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no I meant yoi think this way cause of religion

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only religion gives such existential and creation importance

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life may throw unimaginable things your way, but your ability to keep going even when it feels impossible is powerful.

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oh its okay i get it

40921 - 

even if u werent "born for a reason" u should MAKE a reason

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give urself motivation to live

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but to be fucking bleak, you're alive, you can continue to live, or don't. choice is yours

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dying now wouldnt solve anything, we would just lose another beautiful person

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thats what im aiming to do. before i die i aim to contribute something

40921 - 

nobody was born for a reason and thats the important part

40922 - 

yeah blue exactly

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good red

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but die naturally

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not on ur own account

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once i feel ive done my part, i can die. but without contributing anything i will be a statistical negative

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red

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i died once, i oded, and i ended up being brought back to life and that made me value life a lot

40915 - 

stop thinking like that

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but u may never feel like youve "done ur part." u need to be enough for urself

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you can't worry about statistics or contribution

40922 - 

you feel that you ought go owe back, cause, that's how the world treats common people, to pay back their dues

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you are here for a reason even if you dont know it yet, you will make your life worthy even if it takes a very long time to do

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life is beautiful, you just have to find the beauty

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it wont find you

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thats the problem to an extent. i struggle with emotional intelligence. its hard for me to view myself without it being through the lens of other people or a wider society

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you contribute enough by just loving people you love

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Generally

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yeah, haha. Like trying to find the glimmers?

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you cant stand still and expect stuff to just happen to you, you have to make it happen

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I should hope it would huhu

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why are poeple like this

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