i got a beautiful head o thin hair now

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he kept joking about giving me a fade

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cyan you have to live for yourself

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yoi can't live for sake of others

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i usually do my own hair

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m

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i miss being alone

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then be alone

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i have no where to go right now

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i wish i could live for myself if u have the chance take it soon as u can

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Cyan, do you live with him?

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yes

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emotionally

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had to put my dog to sleep yesterday morning

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aww rip doggy im sorry :(

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I see. Ive been there. It just makes everything more complicated

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i'm sorry black hugs.

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only after that will yoi find your solution

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he's just sending me reels now, after accusing me of cheating he's just pretending like its all okay

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nice, gas lighting

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:D

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cyan this guy suuuuucks

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im doing my best but it hurts. mom keeps crying and i dont know what else to tell her

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u ok?

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lol i've never had a relationship-came close a few times.

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he really didnt seem that bad at first

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yeah that's how they get ya cyan

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i love my partner but i dont think theyre good for me

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they put up gold impression

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yknow that in the future, you'll find someone eventually.

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only for you to realize its gold platimg covered with shit

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im just so tired of being used

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if i want to that is i don't know if i want to.

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i'm sorry cyan hugs.

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the guy before him abused my eating disorder to make me more fat because he wanted to

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hugs

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cyan to not be used you have to have self respect

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i dont think id wish i never dated them cause my life has kinda always been this bullshit

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self prioritize

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There's always solutions to every problem. Don't give up.

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