so again what the fuck am i supposed to be doing at this moment

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it's a prison i put myself in

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and why?

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everything just happens

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do i even have control

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why are there so many patterns

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im so sick of it

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sick of what

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all of this idk

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Helloooo??

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Anybody here?

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Feeling a failure

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Hello from Tinychan

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how do i do things that im supposed to do that are necessary

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but necessary for what

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hi

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anyone online?

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Hi- soeyon

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when you haven't any shoes on your feet. and your coat's thin as paper. and you look thirty pounds underweight.

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when you go to get a word of advice from the fat little pastor. he will tell you to love evermore.

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but when hunger comes a rap-rat-a-tat at the window.

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who's there?

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hunger.

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eugh. hunger.

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see how love flies out the door!

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I keep skipping meals and feeling weaker, but idk I feel more in control when I do it ig?

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money makes the world go around, the world go around, the world go around.

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chat should i go out of my bed to eat or fast

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you should eat

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yo

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dshjkgsissgre having a eating disorder sucks ass bro its like nobody can help and it just always comes back

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you have to want to recover yourself

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if you’re forced to you will probably not recover

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i do recover but then i always get sad and get back into it

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like my way of coping with stress is not eating so it really doesnt help

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that just means that you have no other coping mechanisms

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you can relieve stress other way

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like how tho

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not eating will make you feel worse, but maybe also briefly euphoric

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you need to find what works for you? journaling maybe

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