I hate cooking so much

But now that I make brokie wages, ehh

When I made 6 figs, I could "afford" eating out

I just don't do it, I eat out all of the time

It would take a lot of practice, but I know the basics of budgetting

Just let me die

Can't He see that I'm a fuck up

LIke why

I've asked Him so many times, He isn't doing it

Someone please pray to the Lord Jesus Christ to kill me

Motherfucking fuck

But I can keep a job

Hard to believe, as I am homeless

I'm (somewhat) functional

I'm mentally ill, but not like drooling on myself mentally ill

Nah, too proud

THey keep finding me though -_-

I'm not living like that, so I try to ditch them

My family will always frame everything I do that they don't like as me having a mentally ill episode

Like fuck

People my age have families

I'm 29

I have the impulse control of a small child

(Like a month later)

Evicted :3

So as soon as I lose a job

Problem is that I suck at saving money

I mean, for like a year. I don't do drugs and I work, so it isn't too hard for me to get out of being homeless

Because I do things that I see are going to end with me on a list, or in jail

I'd rather just die before I end up in jail

I can't build a future like this

Like actually, I'm so unstable

Either way, my life is fucked

You misread, or I mistyped

He has one in finance

I said my BROTHER has a masters

I don't have a masters

Tons of devs without a degree

And I know how to program

Yeah, I don't have a degree, but I understand computer science fundamentals