BUt I studied programming throughout high school, so I was able to get a job in the field, when it was easier

I studied CS in school, but I didn't take i seriously, so I dropped out

I don't want to see it coming

I want it to be instant

Ask Him to kill me

Hopefully, at least one of you is right with God

DAMMIT ALL

FUUUUCK

FUCK THIS

I want to die so badly

FUck this gay eart

I used to make 53.50 an hour 2 years ago

I'm 29 and I make $19.50 an hour and I'm homeless

Mother fucker

NO doubt inspired by my mentally ill crash outs

Lil sis, 9 years younger, in college studying to be a doctor

A Master's degree

Younger brother, 2 years younger, has a beautiful girlfriend

Never been in a relationship

Virgin

29, never kissed a girl

I'm just going to end up in jail at this point

I wish God would kill me

AAAHHHHHHHHH

FUCK

Now I work at a hotel as a maintenance guy

and fucked them up

In fact, I had 2 of them

I fucked it up

payed well

Respected

Work from home

I used to have a 6 figure programming job

God just cursing me fr

Bruh

Not even my firs time being homeless lmfao

People tell me I'm super smart, but I'm homeless

I can't maintain relationships

My mind is being destroyed

I've done criminal things; I'm lucky to not be in jail