alr yall its been real imma go get absolutely fucked bye punk - zach

other option is to OD rn, highkey speaking to me more - zach

i need to get sober then ill cut my stupid fucking hair off gain some weight back and see if my agency even considers - zach

last thing i watched was prolly alice in borderland to practice my japanese. sucks living here and not speaking the language - zach

nah man i dont watch TV much cant afford - zach

nah what happened to me is ppl hurt me in the past so i be taking that out on ppl who dont deserve it now. like js hurting everyone in my life physically and emotionally - zach

ha dude u shoulda seen what made me like that god damn ppl used to abuse me - zach

im not a good person tbf - zach

i hurt my ex so mch poor girl did nth wrong i js be doing shit - zach

charlie if u end up trying do it once, do it all once and not again - zach

i hurt people when im high. i get violent as fuck its kind of an issue - zach

i did some bad stuff on coke like real bad - zach

yeah man but i got an array of shit i dont take meds for bc i dont believe in that so i js know its gon take me longer - zach

addiction in general is js straight hell. most ive gone is about two weeks without drugs works weeks of my life feels like u got onset schizophrenia - zach

before i lost approximately everything 🥀 - zach

i remember my ex giving me heroin in high scl those were the days - zach

yeah u functioning man - zach

autism? yeah id never have guessed ur pretty cool dude - zach

wym ur chest man i never experienced that - zach

yeah dont do it twice thats when it starts - zach

ugh dude i need to cut my fucking hair but my ex took my scissors and aint no way im affording a haircut - zach

i agree shits horrid - zach

yeah stay that way hard drugs are fucking horrible - zach

man i OD'd before ik what im doing - zach

u ever used before punk - zach

just edibles mate im chillin - zach

wbu punk how old are u anyway - zach

im high dude i dont feel nowadays - zach

yeah turqoise my model agency let me go bc i aint sober so technically im jobless rn - zach

ur right ur right - zach

ha bruh when it comes to sex i js let em do whatever like i aint dominating shit - zach

woah dude i was thinking more like head not sex man im too chicken for that shit - zach

yeah also aint there a whole thing w top and bottom when u gw a dude like id js let him do wtv to me bc i dont know - zach

thing is i could never imagine a relationship w a man like fuck no but it doesnt stop me from wondering why i didnt stop my friend from doing allat to me - zach

idk punk u got any expereince w ts - zach

man he was a friend back from the agency he cool as hell in lots of magazines and shit - zach

punk it was some crazy shit im pretty sure i thought he was a chick so i went w it - zach

im admitting rn i was so incredibly high i madeout w my guy friend a few days ago and it aint half bad - zach

what does that mean punk - zach

lowkey been thinking im bisexual which is wierd to say cuz ive been a straight male my entire life dude - zach