That's another good advice

Yes

I hope to do so too

Ohh, congratulations on overcoming it

I see

thank you for the advices and for listening without judging

I do that sometimes when I see an opening

I'll try it

take your time

I think therapy could be helpful but communication is really hard. Let alone talking to my parents

I'd like to hear them

my dad once threatened me he would pinch me back if he caught me pinching them again

She usually views me negatively since I think shes aware I hurt them but she doesnt know how bad it is

She wouldnt understand

The people around me arent any help

It keeps getting worse

I think so, I usually get angry when things are beyong my control

I don't know why I got violent

i tried calming her down but she cried louder and I got irritated

First, she was crying nonstop

shes ok rn

My mom used to blame me that I might murder her or my siblings, god I don't that to happen

No, it took 10mins or less to stop

I wiped the blood off, it doesn't need medical attention but she might be hurt abit

gum*

it's gotten worse. My sisters gun is bleeding

I changes colors

As in I hit them

I've done physical damages

I seriously want to become better. My whole parents see me as some sort of tyrant, I never wanted to be like that

I want to become a better sibling yet I end up doing being the worst and I even hurt my siblings

I need advice