Byee

I dooo

Go on.

You can tell me, haha, no judgements.

Why's that?

How is u?

I'm sorry, I'm talking too much

Thanks

I am

I was scared of what the future had in store

And I threw it all away because, what, I was scared?

Everything was going so well.

He treated me so well.

He always understood. He was almost perfect.

I never wanted to, but it felt right. He understood.

Being the one ending things but not being able to move on

But damn it, it hurts so much.

For them

And I know I should be happy for him

He met someone new

A FEW DAYS LATER

AND THEN

Planned on telling him I still loved him.

He never knew

We still had feelings. He told me, I never told him though.

Just a few weeks ago, we made plans together again.

Actually

I hate thisss

Hahahaha

It's so embarrassing not being able to move on after being the one ending

I'm happy if you're happy. Even if I'm no longer the one who makes you happy.

But, if I had the chance to tell him something

And now, he's happy with someone else. Me? I don't know anymore.

I wanted to fight, I've been fighting. But I don't even know anymore.

harder to move on

harder to let go

I fumbled so bad. He treated me so well, everything was going so well. And I ended it all because I was afraid of what the future had in store for us.

I miss him.