It's so embarrassing not being able to move on after being the one ending

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Hahahaha

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I hate thisss

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Actually

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Just a few weeks ago, we made plans together again.

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We still had feelings. He told me, I never told him though.

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He never knew

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Planned on telling him I still loved him.

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AND THEN

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A FEW DAYS LATER

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He met someone new

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And I know I should be happy for him

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For them

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But damn it, it hurts so much.

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Being the one ending things but not being able to move on

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I never wanted to, but it felt right. He understood.

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He always understood. He was almost perfect.

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He treated me so well.

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Everything was going so well.

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And I threw it all away because, what, I was scared?

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I was scared of what the future had in store

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I am

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Thanks

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I'm sorry, I'm talking too much

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How is u?

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Why's that?

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You can tell me, haha, no judgements.

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Go on.

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I dooo

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