But. Im too acared

I might... do it

Yeah i have potential for a future but... what is it without the ppl i love -El

I cant anymore

And my friends

And myself

Im losinf hope in people

I wss able to get someone to talk to me from.here but she ghosted me in the next day

And i had to transfer my friends on discord to google chat and 2/7 of them actually talk and the rest o thought were good ghosted me -El

I havnt been running eitheri lost motivation -El

I just need a friend that wont ghost me. I overthink so much. Im... struggling. -El

I really dont know.how u can help

I dont.... know.

I uusally cope by twlking to my frien a but i cant do that

Idk how to cope

I need help.

I wish i could have someone here to like idk hug me or idk. Just be there. All my friends are online friends and i lost all of them. -El. I have a couple i talk to theough google chat but idk. -El

I need help.

Bye yaoi habe alovely day

Im 16

I use google chat but idk. Ive been ghosted

I feel so fuxking alone my friends are gone

I cant use discodd becuasemy parents are fucking annoying. -El

Im back -el

Ill brb please stay star. -El

I hate clingig onto ppl that just ghost me-el

I might idk

-el

I have to ude googlr chat theough emails but it sucks because idk. Its the only way i can but idk

Alone

I feel

I cant.

My parents blocked it on everything.

Need a hug. I want to be able to have someone next to.me thst i can trust. I hate feeljnf this way. -El

I just

Yes ae sn ser

Yeah 1 is suicidal but

I feel alone

And

But they all ghosted me