I apologize for sayinf tok much

I say sorry to venting

I alwsys ask if its okay and apologize

I do ask for permission

I eish i could send screenshots

Vent

Since my parents took discord away, i have to use googlr chat. But 5 out of the 7 ghosted me. And one was a rlly close friend i vented to often. But 2 of them still talk but push me away whenever j ve

But i hwve no one then

My friend froups ignore.me

I feel like a third wheel eveywhere i.go

Idk

Ifk

Oh

Yah but jow do.i know.youll be here star

And that scares me

Ill.probbaly never get to talk to.u guys again. -El

Lol

🫂 -el*

🫂

Hye enjoy thr tea

I want friends but i cant make any. Yeah you guys are awesome but. Idk. Ill.prolly never talk to u again

And

My parents will push rhis away and tell me.that online friends dont matter

Thanks but this willbe the last time ill ever get ti talk to.u

I just need people

I know itll get better star, but. How much longe

Idk if people genuinely like me or just bullshit kindness to make me happy.

I might kill myself.

And i frel alone.

The re st ghosted me

I cant..

All thentime.

Im so hard on myself

It feels like it.

I might die from it

The guilt... hurts

I need a hug. So badly right now. Idk. -El

I wish my best friend could come.back to life. I wish he didnt die. -el

Theres a big storm.in Wisconsin here -El

I wish my best friend could come.back.. -El