i feel like this is ai i dont really knoww

hii

idk but i feel like this is ai

instead of staying with them and like being alone

also my family called me selfish since i lived in australia but moved to england and got accepted to oxford university and they said im selfish for wanting to pursue my life have a career

my brother has schizophrenia and my other one has severe autism so growing up i struggeled a lot since i had to help take care oif them since i was 5 even tho they r much older

it was very forced and ye

and um im athiest since i was introduced to islam in a very shitty way

bc of mentally draining abuse family also i cant just become pans like i wa sjust pans

so ye

no one kniows

and

im pans

and um

im 19

like my family are muslim homophobic and shit

and no oen knows

im an athiest

so um like i cant get closer to god cause

also i cant tell anyone anything since i dont get taken seriously since im the youngest even tho im an adult

ty

i lowkey cant stop gooning and its affecting my mental health no judgment please but im really hypersexual since i got touched when i was young but um ye and i am struggling more with other shit

dude i gotta vent like immediately