dude i gotta vent like immediately

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i lowkey cant stop gooning and its affecting my mental health no judgment please but im really hypersexual since i got touched when i was young but um ye and i am struggling more with other shit

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ty

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also i cant tell anyone anything since i dont get taken seriously since im the youngest even tho im an adult

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so um like i cant get closer to god cause

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im an athiest

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and no oen knows

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like my family are muslim homophobic and shit

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im 19

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and um

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im pans

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and

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no one kniows

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so ye

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bc of mentally draining abuse family also i cant just become pans like i wa sjust pans

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and um im athiest since i was introduced to islam in a very shitty way

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it was very forced and ye

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my brother has schizophrenia and my other one has severe autism so growing up i struggeled a lot since i had to help take care oif them since i was 5 even tho they r much older

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also my family called me selfish since i lived in australia but moved to england and got accepted to oxford university and they said im selfish for wanting to pursue my life have a career

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instead of staying with them and like being alone

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idk but i feel like this is ai

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hii

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