that moment i was so blind, i told him i was sorry - sav

i dont know too z - sav

he said all that - sav

he told me to stop being a cry baby and he said that i should really handle my wmotions bcs it can make it look like i have ugly character - sav

?* - sav

:(( z have i ever told u what happened when we fought weeks ago) - sav

im learning a lot from u, z - sav

and u were enough, z. they js dont know how to accept love bcs as u said, they think they were unworthy - sav

and that moment, i’ll really cherish a man like that - sav

i hope that if i moved forward, z, i hope i’ll find someone like you who’s willing to do anything - sav

u did well:) i hope i did too, i felt like i was fucking it all up bcs of my mishandled wmotions - sav

that’s so sweet, z. you’re js making me realize that if he wanted to he would find a way - sav

he didnt also once post me lol - sav

for 6 months - sav

i actually got nothing from him, no flowers no nothing - sav

not even gifts. - sav

maybe he was suffering while being with me - sav

he even compared us to other couples, z. he said that other couples dont argue like everyday - sav

that’s js left me confused, z. it’s so one sides that he gets to decide and i dont. - sav

yet, i was last chatted and he didnt replied anymore - sav

ohh i know, z. i js hope i did what u did. but me, i really gave my all and begged he’ll comeback and i want to fix things - sav

i mean u r waiting and what if she’s also waiting you’ll chat her? - sav

no i mean u guys are waiting to chat eachother first - sav

maybe she’s also waiting, z? - sav

i was so sorry for making him feel that way - sav

idk about us tho. it was js 6 months of dating and was a mess. i was angry sometimes but he handled it. but he wasnt consistent - sav

but i think u guys still have a chance because u guys been through a lot - sav

u seem so positive that she’ll comebavk - sav

i wish that i can see the way you see and understand things, z. - sav

im sorry i think i have bad connection rn - sav

nopee - sav

yes z? - sav

he’ll comeback when? when im okay?:( - sav

well z he was the one who made the decision - sav

z, do u think that he is really over? - sav

i said some of the randomest shit - sav

my cousins think that i was funny when i was drunk and broken lol - sav

it was like my second time drinking so i got so drunk i dont really drink - sav

i just hope he knew that i treated him well but he didnt saw that because he think he was not worthy of it - sav

i feel like i have no tears left - sav