hiii guys - sav

thank uuuu and goodbye - sav

okay z i will be tooo - sav

z i need to gooo. will u be here tom? - sav

i believe in u, z:))) - sav

but i do believe that what is meant for u, will find a way to you - sav

only the potential, not the reality - sav

but i miss him you know? but i think all i saw in our rs that made me stay was js his potential - sav

i js say what comes on my mind - sav

am i? i am like struggling in speaking english lol - sav

but for me i think for me and my bf, it was for the better - sav

it’s fine, z. u do u. i support and trust u even if i dont know u - sav

this was the peace we both wanted but cant have it because we were not having our priorities straight - sav

now that it’s fair i shouldnt waste my time on js thinking he’ll be bck, yeah? - sav

he grows, i grow. it’s fair - sav

that’s why i dont regret it - sav

i think now that we lost our rs, we’ll grow but in order for that, we need to be seperated - sav

lol im definately going to say i am moving on but still continues to cry - sav

u know u wont get the same but yet u still try, and all along i realize it wasnt my weakness at all. it was my power - sav

i promise not to chat, but if he did, i’ll still open my heart - sav

i am slowly losing hope but yeah - sav

i am a little bit accepting that i lost it. but definately, i did try to love him at some point i was willing to risk everything - sav

but we did not regret loving them? i js like to think now that i was asking some of my needs from the wrong person - sav

yeah and still, they were chill - sav

i mean if i known my worth i wouldnt beg - sav

but at what cost, z? i lost my self respect - sav

he was still calling me baby wven if he was breaking up w me - sav

our call sign was baby - sav

Z HE WAS MY BABY TOOOOO:((( - sav

thank you, but i really did change. idk but i wasnt that bubbly person to everyone anymore - sav

be* - sav

and now i was the one begging - sav

i think that already happened to me and my bf, z. idk why at the beginning i wanted to he chased - sav

i still want to remain soft - sav

im also like that rn z. im afraid that in my next rs, ill be the avoidant and i dont want that - sav

it’s hard u know? u give them the part of ur happiness but u’ll be empty the moment they leave - sav

and i want me back - sav

i know that now, z. now that i lost him, i noticed that i lost myself too - sav

like it was my fault feeling like a shitty gf because he puts his game first - sav

he is so harsh, z. i was too in the beginning of our rs but because of what happened i became soft and he was the one who’s harsh that time - sav