i got drunk with my close cousins last night. i was breaking down - sav

i was willing to stay even if our rs is a mess. - sav

he said he was trying but still wasnt enough for him - sav

z, i also said that he doesnt need to self sabotage i explained that he is enough wven if he said that he was trying - sav

why z? - sav

ig avoidants are haunted when they know a person really did try to love them - sav

idk z i feel like he is heartless and wont regret his decision - sav

u did a lot for her. actually, MORE THAN enough - sav

it’s going to be okay, z. dont blame yourself:) - sav

whyy? - sav

i deleted our convos bcs it helped me not to see that i begged for a man lol - sav

i deleted mine but not permanentaly it will stay into recently deleted for 29 days - sav

i ak having a hard time deleting our pics - sav

not photos lol - sav

yeah idk if it’s bad or good - sav

z, i deleted all our convos earlier in ervwry social media - sav

im still figuring it out, like you z. i still dont know if i should wait or finally distance myself from him - sav

going* - sav

idk mine is sometimes i feel okay without him but sometime it’s hitting me that i am not going to be the woman he is hoing to treat good - sav

so your triggers are like things that reminded u of her - sav

that makes u strong too. ik it’s hard to hold on, but u love her sm - sav

z have u ever think of moving on? - sav

im being deadass i wished i am joking - sav

i though he was gonna repost or sum HE REPOSTED ABOUT STARS 💀 - sav

it feels like he didnt really love me bcs he can leave me like this fast and js act like it’s normal - sav

i dont know z:(( - sav

he broke up with me, he dumped a woman ??? - sav

i always compare myseld to his ex z. his ex got the chance to break up with him first so he missed her. but i didnt got that chance. - sav

do u think he’ll reflect and regret? i doubt lol. - sav

i didnt give up on him when i was tired - sav

and cant do it anymore - sav

z he also said before we actually broke up that he cant bear what’s happening with him and he gets me. he said that he knows im hurting - sav

z it looks like he moved on from be so easily - sav

hmm okay - sav

really, z? it seems like u r looking for her in every person huh - sav

WE AREEE - sav

he broke mine tho - sav

im hurting but it feels good that i didnt have to break his heart - sav

that’s true z. - sav

am i amazing for being naggy? haha i appeared always angry. says by him - sav