isa, do u think its worth a wait? - sav

power couple: light and L lmao - sav

isa, yes i am a girl - sav

WAIT WTH LIGHT AND L DO U GUYS KNOW EACH ITHER - sav

like he doesnt undserstand me at all - sav

we are, but i think im too mature for him. emotionally. - sav

isa, we’re young. 16 and 15 pls dont judge. - sav

yes, like maybe he got tired of me. but still he told me to wait - sav

isa, we argue a lot and i iniatited those fights but i js want him to understand me..i am tired of translating my soul - sav

isa, that isnt a thing in my country though:( - sav

and sometimes i get a hard time regulating my emotions and i blow up on him. i didnt mean to i swear. - sav

he is isa, but i think he got fed up by me always communicating i think he thinks that i noticed things and dont appreciate him, BUT I DO. its js that hes inconsistent. - sav

isa, i am. idk what to do since i want to love him - sav

L, u was in here earlier talking with light lmao - sav

my bf is also suffering but so am i. i fucking hate how he can shut me down. i want to cry so much - sav

they always advice me to break up and keep saying the worst things to my bf. - sav

i have anxious attachment and being away from him after after a fight makes me ghink the worst things. - sav

like why do he always needs space when things get hard. i always wanted to conmunicate. - sav

i dont know what to do anymore. i always blame myself everytime me and my bf argued. but i didnt want to but i said some harsh words to him sometimes. all i wanted to be is for him to understand me;(. - sav

i feel like im in this battle alone lol

z where the hell r u when i need someone to relate to me lmao

z is a guy i talked with last night he is in the same position as me

L and Light i ship u both lol

z are u here

it cost me my self respect u know? like i was the one who always communicated

idk why but i cant help to think abt him

u know idk why i keep spiraling that he’ll leave me

her/she

:)))

thank u iris.

:( breaking up is going to tore me apart

iris u still there?

what is it?

i am distracting myself from messaging him again because last night he told me to wait

why cant he be better

he loves me not js the way i want to be loved. not saying he isnt doing anything right, but because he got so used of me being ok w everything. and its mentally draining

why iris

i really want to love him but he js wouldnt let me in

iris, i pity him. he didnt got love from his pasts.

i know. but it hurted him, but i was hurting too.