im sorry if i vent a lot abt him. its really hurting me - sav

how do u guys deal w someone avoidant? - sav

thank u isa - sav

being a teenager and inlove sucks sometimes. - sav

i dint know how to uncare, isa - sav

i care so so much yk? - sav

isa, idk. i mentally abuse myself. i js think he is a human too that still have emotions - sav

i am mean too, sometimes - sav

sometime he’s mean when he’s mad. - sav

i am, but idk about him. - sav

i js want us to be happy yk? - sav

and im very sorry that he need to deal with my messy emotions - sav

ik he loves me but he doesnt know how to accept love from someone like me - sav

weve been through much yk? - sav

i dont want him to be w someone. i want him to b with me:( - sav

he is the one who is 16 but i think more matured and he told me to control my emotions. damn it. i js want him to lock in - sav

i pity myself u know? i blame myself. - sav

it is so draining being w a teenage boy who has friends that have rs that they dont take seriously - sav

i am alwats the one who is doing that, isa - sav

i feel like if we take our time w space, we’ll drift apart. even if we live each other - sav

i am anxious. idk how to deal with distance - sav

isa, do u think he’ll be serious w me if i gave him that? - sav

im so tired of being the only one who’s always waiting. - sav

i js want him to love me the way i love but ik i cant control that - sav

we’re almost 7 months yk? idk he’s tired of my arguing i feel it - sav

should i question him if hes commited, isa? or should i js let things be - sav

when we fight. - sav

u know isa, i always send him long paragraphs - sav

without hurting him - sav

i cant talk to him calmly sometimes. he is so emotionally unaware and idk what to say - sav

is it* - sav

is is wrong that i am matured in our rs? that i am taking it all serious at a young age? - sav

i want to handle it yk? but idk if he can still handle me - sav

i am, isa. idk abt him. u know teenage boys. his friends r not that commited to their gf. like its not serious. but i am with him - sav

it’s true. im js having a hard time dealing w his avoidant issues. - sav

isa, i want us to grow together and i wish not apart.. - sav

i js want him to also try yk? my friends told me he changed a lot. - sav

like i feel all the weight of our rs.. - sav

yes, we both want to marry each other. - sav

bcs he told me to wait if i want it to be fixed - sav