hi - joy

i am not happy with myself that i allowed her to make me have a reaction - dave

thank you joestar - dave

i understand how you feel - dave

ok i guess you know i been talking to you sorry - dave

will you be on here again nat - dave

i would love that nat - dave

sorry if i seem like i sugarcoated it. i wanted to be respectful - dave

just to talk - dave

i feel like you really care nat - dave

i will tell you what you need to know - dave

i wont lie to you - dave

i would really like to stay in contact with you - dave

do you come here normally at this time? - dave

you actually opened my eyes. i needed to talk to someone but it was just so hard to admit that we done things together - dave

i promise nat - dave

i know i have to tell her we will stop - dave

nat i wont - dave

i want thing to get back to normal - dave

i dont want to do that - dave

i am glad you talked to me. i kept telling myself its not as serious as i thought - dave

im here nat - dave

its happened many times - dave

i thought she would want to when the summer came but its happening more - dave

yes i want to - dave

it was seriously confusing but i started to have a reaction when she touched - dave

cause she started to laugh when it happened. so she knew - dave

i tried to ignore it thinking maybe it was accidental till it became obvious it was on purpose - dave

if we joked around wrestling her hand slid across down there - dave

i wouldnt say it was the right to do it but i just didnt react very well to it - dave

thats true nat - dave

but i didn't resist in all honesty - dave

no no i really never forced - dave

i dont think she will want to - dave

who was it with nat? - dave

cheek i am talking to someone whos helping me - dave

i know but i am being honest it didn't go all the way - dave

i know i got caught up in the moment - dave

like too much - dave

i worry shes likes it - dave