Oh. Hello.

So how do I stab myself in my sleep?

I dont want to live if thats the case.

And according to fate, im only meant to be a baby machine.

Im just a useless body.

So hobbies are off too.

I dont enjoy anything anymore.

I compliment people, give them gifts, tell them theyre important and they walk all over me, so finding someone worth existing for is off the table.

No matter how well I treat them.

Its not like im gonna find someone worth living for.

Why should I stay in a place I dont want to be in?

I didnt ask to be created.

If Im already sick of it at 18, why the hell should I live to 80 or whatever?

I turned 18 recently and im sick of it.

And I'm sick of it.

You enter the world without wanting to, suffer for 80 to 100 years, and then you die and no one remembers you.

Life is absolutely meaningless, why else?

I cant bring myself to do it while im awake so I thought maybe I should sleep and do it.

Thats the thing. I WANT to.

Will I stab myself if I fall asleep with scissors j