I cant take not

I understand if youll feel disgusted when you finally see for yourself

I am so sorry for lying to you about how damaged i am

Im genuinely alone now and all i want to do is disappear zion

I dont even have my mother anymore, or the only sibling thags ever cared for me

please help me i dont know how to keep on living zion

I need help zion i need you

im trying not to stain my sheets but the blood keeps soaking through the bandages

my thighs sting so badly

I spend every day lying in bed crying or staring at the ceiling bleeding