my heart physically hurts

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if i was fucking funnier people would like me more

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smarter

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better

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does knowing me more lead to loving me less?

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maybe i just should always have a facade

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no one will ever make the effort to truly understand me & see me. so what is the point?

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hello

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maybe i'm meant to be alone for the rest of my life

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maybe i shouldn't even have a fucking life

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green, everyones here for a reason.

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then what is mine? to make everyone life's worse?

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not me, no. i deserve to die

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i wish people would take me seriously

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i'm not a child

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not anymore

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that kid died when they were 10

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i really don't want to relapse

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i'm a fucking idiot

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this is pathetic

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i am pathetic

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really really fucking pathetic

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i'm slowly fading away

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& nobody is noticing

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why would they?

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it sounds selfish wanting them to

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wanting someone to care

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its all so fucking selfish of me

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i didn't realize how alone i am

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i hate myself

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Im so anxious

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i can't look in the mirror

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it all hurts so much

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when does the hurt stop?

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i miss pepole caring

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i wish i fucking couldn't feel anything

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.

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everything would be so much easier

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i wouldn't care too much

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i wouldn't worry about everyone too much

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