what can i do to fit the label of human? i dont know.

once this shell crumbles, where will i go? will i be allowed back into heaven or hell?

i dont know what i am or why im here, did god send me. was i cast out of the heavens or hell. what sin have i committed to become this

im wearing the skin of a human but that is my only connection to humanity

im not human but im not a higher being or a lower being. im just something, a creature, an existence that shouldnt be on the earth