my insta is private sorry

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Oh

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My bad

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its ok im just paranoid bc my friend’s account got hacked

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I still wanna kill myself after

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cyan, give yourself tiny things to be grateful for every day and you’ll see the beauty in life

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And i hope this time i dont go to the mental hospital

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I don’t know what’s going on with

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Thats not so easy when your life is shit

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I was just gonna see if you wanted to be friends incase you need any other help or advice.

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even if it’s tiny things like brushing your teeth, celebrate it and be excited for it

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it will really help

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My brain is permanently wired to feel shit

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you’ll enjoy things more

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Ive been trying that for so long

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i know, and that sounds really difficult to deal with but these little things can help

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Why cant suicide just be accepted?

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Like its my own life

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because you deserve to live to see that life gets better

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and so many people will be devastated

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It doesnt when im chronically ill

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i would be so sad

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so

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I’m doing my best to Desexualized women entirely, I feel like it’s going to heal me a lot

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and im done living just so others are happy

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im so fucking tired

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of course i can’t stop you but i want you to know that i firmly believe that you can heal

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I cant, im chronically ill

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but you can still live a fulfilled life

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But im kinda done trying

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it takes time

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I’m actually 30 years old and I haven’t had a friend in 15 years, And even then, I’ve never been to that friend’s house. And both my parents are extremely narcissistic and I Honestly, I’m doing all ri

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All right

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aw bless you red :(

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im here to listen if anyone wants to talk :)

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i guess its my turn to vent again

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my friends dont care abt my mental health

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whenever im clearly not ok my friend somehow ends up making it abt her feelings

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shes not interested to ask me if im ok

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bc im not ok

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