It's okay.

Go ahead and vent. I'm not going to stop you.

I'm venting out my issues and the fact that I see that everyone has it worse than I do. I think I'm also crying for everyone else... I'm sorry for what this world has done to all of you...

Of course, I'm probably just like others who have felt like me and people probably think I'm no different than those others.

What do they call that? Trust issues?

If I was offered to travel to some alternate dimension to live out the rest of my life and finally happy, I'll take it. But I'm prone to being tricked so I end up finding it hard to believe anyone.

But, I'm stuck in this world. I cannot find a way out of it while still being alive.

But even death wouldn't give me any peace to my suffering. It'll just prolong it...

I should have been better off dead.

I didn't ask to have Asperger Syndrome. I didn't ask for a lonely childhood. I didn't ask to live in a world full of hateful people.