and disassociate a lot

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i have 2 people that visit me regularly and i miss them

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who are they?

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well their names are david and dora they mostly visit me when i have to deal with trauma and theyre from one of my comfort medias

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but i kind of havent really remembered anything so

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oh, i see

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maybe you could watch some of the media and that will bring the same comfort

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i do a lot

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does it help?

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i just miss them because what if they know something i dont and what if i can learn some things and also theyre nice

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yea a lot

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that’s good

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i think they don’t know something else but you can definitely learn from them

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be right back

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alright

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im back

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hello

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hi

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i don’t think you’re delusional at all, i think these people in your mind are there to help you

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yeah they do help me sometimes

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im scared im just daydreaming it or whatever because i always daydream

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and having them there is completely okay, as long as your other symptoms don’t interfere negatively with your life

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is it daydreaming or disassociation?

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there is a difference

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im not sure but sometimes it feels like its really real like im not daydreaming it

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like they are actually there

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i can tell when theyre there sometimes

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that’s probably some form of disassociation

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im back is haile gone xd

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like you’re in a different kind of reality

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and i sometimes dont feel real

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yeah i feel like my reality is altered

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also disassociation, you definitely have some kind of disassociative disorder

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it’s difficult because you can’t make these feelings go away, but you can definitely manage them

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a dissociative disorder kind of feels like its the only thing that can explain this

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i also dont remember my past

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and disassociation is a defense mechanism from your brain because of trauma

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i would reccomend you seek professional help and get a diagnosis, green

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i am getting help but i unfortunately think i cant get a diagnosis

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if you can’t do that or you don’t want to, i’d say look up some coping mechanisms or advice from people that struggle with disassociation too

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