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one day i told myself "i will have a cat and live for it"

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even if i dont have a cat, just the thought of it keeps me alive

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i was talking about this, give yourself a reason, even if its fake

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the thought of continuing to have cats does the opposite

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i feel responsible for what has happened

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even though i'm not

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wym

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it's hard to explain

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oh alright

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but

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.

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it doesnt have to be something solid tho

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you can say "i'll live to see this place" or "i'll live till i make someone happy" or whatever

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find yourself a reason to keep going

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i swear it makes you feel better

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and if you cant solve your problems, just ignore them or ask for help

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asking for help is a better choice tho

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i made a promise that i wouldn't kill myself a year ago when i had gotten very close to doing it

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but i can't ask for help

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why

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im here trying to help

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why cant you ask anyone for help

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its not impossible

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also

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because i'm scared of what the outcome will be

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@hai_.girl thats my insta

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Red gone?

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if you ever need help

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NUH UH

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i don't have instagram

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nah im sure red is here

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oh

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Phew

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cyan

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Who is who

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..

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u have anything else?

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twitter or whatever

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im batman ;)

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