"for a while" yeah

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so what

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you can have fun again

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and again

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it doesnt have to be perma

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it can be temporary but you can do it again and again

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until you realize suffering isnt your "life"

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life isnt full of pain

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but it is

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if you're lucky

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maybe a big part of it is

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nah

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if you MAKE YOURSELF lucky

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you can't change luck

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bro i was also in big shit

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you can

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you can try

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you dont get the chance to win if you never join a race you know?

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just try it

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theres a chance you'll make it if you try

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but if you never try, you'll never make it

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make it where?

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wherever you want

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whatever your purpose is

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you never make it if you dont try

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i don't know what my purpose is

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then create one

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just

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uhm wait

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just fool yourself? i guess

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like, if you dont know how to stay

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fool myself?

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find a reason

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just fool yourself, tell yourself "thats your reason"

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but i don't know what it is

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it doesnt have to be your reason just keep thinkin like that and it'll be better

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so

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wait

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let me give an example

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like, i love cats but never thought they would keep me alive

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