i ate too much and now i feel queasy bleeeh LOL

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GOOD EVENING !!

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i keep having to refresh the poor website is struggling to keep up

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this website works better with like 80 people on it is2g

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i'm actually vibing rn

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it was fast yesterday but sometimes its so laggy its crazy

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when i finally do get on medication and my dissociation passes its probably gonna be an emotional nightmare LMAO

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the lag can get painful omg

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FELLTTT THAT RED

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i've had it for so long that its hard to tell if i still am or not at times, its kinda scary

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woah ! i just got off my meds like a few months ago :D

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nah i totally understand that feeling its such a weird thing to describe

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i swear it's only bad for the first few weeks personally :(

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thats awesome orange :)

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actually getting off the meds is much harder dw

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ngl i just react to meds badly

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i had such a bad reaction to my meds when i started them i had to go to the ER

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i need a diagnosis tbh but i dont have any money for ts

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oh damn im glad ur not in the ER anymore

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then again i was on fluoxetine , mirtazapine and aripiprazole

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and i was also on something else but i can't remember what

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it might have just been the amount of meds LMAO

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honestly because of my dissociation ever sense the pandemic i've busy'd myself with coding and other hobbies, so when it passes i have no idea what i'll do, its a weird thought

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i've been in the er so many times in the past year i have a fave nurse and he recognizes me every time

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dissociation sucks

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it's a little bitch

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my memory gaps are rlly bad sometimes

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yeah dissociation does that for me too sometimes, but thats also because my days are rlly similar to one another which is my fault LOL

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i hope you can feel better , red !

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once i blocked one of my friends and couldn't remember doing it LMAO

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l

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he came up to me the next day "why'd you block me :("

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Why does everyone fucking hate me -🐼

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I might be a lolicon and a minor but im not the devil -🐼

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Im the most unliked person on the internet, yet most liked when met in person -🐼

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Im likable i swear -🐼

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i think the only thing i rlly have to worry about is asking for and/or getting the medication

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but dissociation is like social anxiety squared so YIPPE that should be fun for future me LOL

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guys. i'm in love with someone who wont tell me how he feels about me and i have two other people in love with me who i dont love back, and my ex is trying to contact me again. what do i do.

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you could try asking them what they think about you as a slight nudge, and as for others i think a polite decline would do wonders. and if the ex was rlly bad you should honestly just ghost them imo

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