i hate it but its not like i can stop it

i remember freaking out

and the ones in out hands

when i was in 4th grade my teacher taught us about tendons

I wish i was like that coral

i hate it

or when my pulse is in my ears

sometimes i can feels my veins rushing after i move after they fall asleep

i dont like thinking about my body

its disgusting

or if they feel off

they press through your skin to see if your organs are in the right spots

they do

i hate it

i hate when the doctors try to map out my organs through my skin

im disgusted

and i could feel it

like not the usually spread out one

my friend thought itd be a great idea to show me a accurate picture of a uterus

cause recently

i feel disgusted knowing i have organs

just physically

not mentally

sometimes i dont feel rlly connected/tuned in to like me ig

cuz tbh

i was

its dissapointing

like sometimes the 'your body is a temple' thing doesnt feel like it applies

i dont feel very holy if that makes sense

sometimes i dont rlly feel like a good religious person

bye blue

its weird

same ig cyan

ngl i feel like im always being watched

hi

ahh anyways bye i feel like doom scrolling

oh lmao

u kind of play sports? wdym purp

damn its quiet

yall play sports?