If you dont mind me asking how did you amje a fool of yourself

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nobody likes me let alone will love me

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Make*

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its just like constant

50104 - 

i used to be straight A student and now i'm barely holding it together

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saying idiotic things in public because im trying so hard to be normal

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being unaware of my surroundings

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Youre not alone cyan

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being laughed at for saying something stupid

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What if thats in your mind because thats who you think you are but its not

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never the smart one yet the one with the best grades

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it doesnt make any fucking sense

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because people have made you to support that way

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it makes me mad

50104 - 

it sucks, i just want to make my parents proud but it feels like i don't

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im rotting away

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Thats not you

50103 - 

you know that

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im rotting away and losing all my potential because im out of control

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cant control myself

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just a spectator

50104 - 

who is telling you in your life that you arent

50103 - 

i am

50104 - 

i just chase dopamine and dont stop it

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You’re responsible

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so who is telling you otherwise

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the only reason i have good grades it cause

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i just have a really good memory i guess

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school is easy, always has been easy

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never needs any effort

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but any other part of my life

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my health, my phone, my surroundings

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cant control myself

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easy because youre smart

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youre aware

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smart in the unuseful way

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you know what youre doing

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book smart but what use is that

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never did me any good

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book smart?

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