i can ace an exam but put me in a social setting and im an idiot

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i used to feel proud

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Youre experiencing something from a past

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but about four years ago i thought

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do i have anything to be proud of besides my grades?

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it used to be the basis for my self esteem

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you

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now i don’t even care

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I know it can be easy to stop talking negatively about yourself but you are setting yourself back the more you talk bad about yourself

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cant

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its not about the grades it is but its about what you want for yourseld

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when i do well, i don’t feel proud anymore

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yourself

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why dont you

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do well on a project i dont even care

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i dont know its just like

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it didnt even take any effort

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what is there to be proud of

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Coming this far

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i just ask myself

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whats the point of all this work

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i graduated highschool with a 2 year college degree

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4.0 gpa, top of my grade

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got the top scholarship at my college, full ride

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but i just feel numb

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like i dont really deserve it

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What are you missing

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im missing friends

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good grades but im alone

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I wanna rip someones face off and throw them into traffic. But i don't and i deserve head pats and told im a good person

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grades dont comfort me anymore

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i want friends

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i want a best friend

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i want a partner

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it doesnt come easy to me, not like school

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fucking good at school and for what

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maybe if i was dumber

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socializing would be easy

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I understand that i do i promise you i lost my best friend to a car accident though thats no help to you ive been looking for that girl best friend to come along

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Is there anything that you are interested in or brungs you comfort

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