Oh i see

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very badly. ofc i would never live w her again but its my other parent. and i need her to help me get out

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Get out of ur dad's house?

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i grew up in a house with 8 siblings. i come home and its dead silent. im really scared.

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yeah my dads.

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Oh i understand that

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What happened there?

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one time my little sister was caught self harming. my stepmom told her they weren't deep enough for her to want to khs.

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everything. my dad lets our stepmom walk all over us. they make fun of us, and my stepmom is the main problem. my brother when he lived with me in alaska tried drowning himself. he told my dad

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and they didnt care.

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Thats so terrible

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And ur dad doesn't help with that right

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my dad and stepmom did. not. care. my stepmom told me my brother didnt love me, and that none of my siblings would take me in .

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he doesnt.

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Why she such a bish

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he depends on other wman to raise his children.

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Thats so bad and what u feel abt it

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i dont know. buts its hard. i miss my little sister.

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about what part?

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When will she come back

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Everything

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never. shes a freshman in hs they want to keep her in the boarding school until shes 18. im a junior so i dont have as long

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Damn

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idk. sad i guess. but scared too. im terrified of talking to my mother. whenever i just see pictures i cant breathe and my heart pounds

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What do u miss abt her

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Woah she really traumatized u

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But u have to talk to her to be able to get ur brother helo right

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her humor, how we connected and understood eachother, i miss waking up hearing her voice. shes my bestfriend but i took it forgranted.

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That's understandable

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yeah. my moms gonna contact a lawyer. i know my mom loves me and she gotten better, but shes manipulative. she cant never put her hands on my again

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Oh so you think she got better

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in some ways.

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I see

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Was she always abusive?

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my brother told me not even he gets super close to her. but she refuses to get rid of the stuff i left. and that she sleeps with my stuff and wont let it go

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since i can remember. it got super bad around covid time so like 2020

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So she misses you

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i only remember stuff from as late as like 11

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she misses me a lot.

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How ling you've been separated

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