i dont know. buts its hard. i miss my little sister.

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about what part?

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When will she come back

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Everything

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never. shes a freshman in hs they want to keep her in the boarding school until shes 18. im a junior so i dont have as long

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Damn

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idk. sad i guess. but scared too. im terrified of talking to my mother. whenever i just see pictures i cant breathe and my heart pounds

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What do u miss abt her

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Woah she really traumatized u

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But u have to talk to her to be able to get ur brother helo right

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her humor, how we connected and understood eachother, i miss waking up hearing her voice. shes my bestfriend but i took it forgranted.

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That's understandable

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yeah. my moms gonna contact a lawyer. i know my mom loves me and she gotten better, but shes manipulative. she cant never put her hands on my again

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Oh so you think she got better

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in some ways.

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I see

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Was she always abusive?

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my brother told me not even he gets super close to her. but she refuses to get rid of the stuff i left. and that she sleeps with my stuff and wont let it go

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since i can remember. it got super bad around covid time so like 2020

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So she misses you

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i only remember stuff from as late as like 11

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she misses me a lot.

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How ling you've been separated

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i didnt think she even thought about me. my dad told me she didnt love me

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4 years.

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Woah 4 years is smth

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He lied right

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yeah hah feels like longer

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my dad? yeah.

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What makes him do that

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he used to tell me all the time that my brother or older sisters or mom didnt want me

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That's so mean

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My mother just called me a Prude for not wanting to wear something cause it made me uncomfortable as i felt like it was too revealing

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i think its because out of all 5 kids he had, hes never gotten to known them. he left my half brother when he was a kid. he was deployed my whole childhood. he doesnt want to get to know me

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so he marries woman who will raise us. they're abusive, every. time.

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Still not an excuse for him i believe

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definitely not.

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That must be tough

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So are u gonna contact you mom?

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im just stressed i guess. i havent spoken to my siblings in oklahoma in years.

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