Im an asshole

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u go out ur way to be kind

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that's what matters

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I yell at my parents for trying to help me

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Not your fault

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I make fun of my dad

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I make my mom cry

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hello

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I don't want to end up violent or overly critical like my mother or enabling, self righteous and draining like my dad.. but sometimes I still catch myself reapering their toxic and abusive habits.

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I'm trying to unlearn and do better but it just makes me hate myself

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The brain can always change, your past doesn't define your future. Its just a lesson

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like I'm not even in control of myself and I'll end up just like them

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Real

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hello everyone

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I am going to leave now but i will be back later because this is the only outlet i have that my mother does not monitor

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how is everyone ?

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Weird , wbu red?

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call me hermes

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Not good red

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Bye

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I feel tingly

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your mum monitors all your device?

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*devices

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I feel my back has ants running around

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:0

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Meditation,asmr idk mb

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my back is so itchy

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Find a distraction/divert ur mind

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Maybe it's dry skin

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or an insect bite

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try and ignore it an distract yourself. the more you think about it, the itchier it gets.

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*and

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I am watching videos

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one advice mothers has that side she trying to protect you from outside danger which she is kinda right

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if you use it wisely its a gift. but there are dark sides of the internet

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Ive been thru this invincible urge to scratch hard lbut i think what works is having a hobby/distraction, and taking some real action steps like putting oil and some daily self care routine

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guys?

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The Internet can be amazing when used right but it's very easy for it to negatively impact you

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I am here

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if youre teenager a minor its best to careful with steps on internet

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