Omg

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???

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what even is this lol

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The crisis people are gonna call me again today

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They want to send me to a crisis stabilizing house

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Its like a mini psych ward for lower risk patients

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dyes anyone have an internal voice that just says and thinks mean, offensive and horrible things? Veen though I'd never say or do these things it just makes me feel like a horrible person..

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That wont run away

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i hate how women get so defensive when we dont want to be near them

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Yes purple

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I think horrible thoughts

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I think of commiting atrocities

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Murdering my fellow man

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Torture and suffering

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I heard you're supposed to see them as separate as you.. but if I'm thinking them doesn't that mean they're apart of me?

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Oneness

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The screams of the damned echo off the thick walls of my minf

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*mind

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The same walls that have trapped me for years

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Decades

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yeah, suddenly in my head I'll just be so uneccsarily critical of people even though I'd never tell then these things nor really believe what I'm saying. Or I'll just think of doing horrible things to

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to ppl

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I have the means to commit horrors unspeakable

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sometimes when I'm extremely angry.. but sometimes it can just be completely random!

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lmao scumbags and their retarded defense mechanisms in here. such a boring circus rofl

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Bro hwat

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What do you mean

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man fuck everyone

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I second that cyan

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bye i still can't process Till's death, Ivan died for nothing

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I DONT BLAME TILL

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i just

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i fucking hate luka

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Huh

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or whatever that blonde twink's name is

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?

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I don't even feel like a 'good person' anymore. I try my best to do good things for people and be kind.. but sometimes I can't tell whether I'm doing these things because I genuinely want to or

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just to make me feel better about myself

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ur a genuinely great person

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