its a beetle that survives after being stomped on

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you remind me of my first panic attack

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normally if i think about things that make me feel happy it makes it betetr but its not even helping right now

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im not having a panic attack... maybe a mental breakdown of some kind tho idk

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Recently i started wanting to kill people around me

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even if it sounds rude, im going to say that it wont help

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Im only 13 but honestly, i have been feeling so suffocated right now. In this household

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the only thing i can say that can reliably fix things

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is to face them head on

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but if you think you cant

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its okay

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you just need to take care of yourself

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this is so random but bro i just got 5 jack in the box ads in a row on spotify

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I dont mind doing house chores but why cant my family listen to my word

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omg lmaoooo

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also red

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that distracted me for a minute lmfao

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sameeeee

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im always invisible in the family when it comes to opinions

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And...why dont they listen when i say my uncle touched me?? IM ONLY 13.

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but then get all the spotlight when they need someone to blame

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i appreciate all ur advice and kindness yellow <33

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sure thing

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im just doing what i wish someone had done for me

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red

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im so sorry coral :( if your family wont listen u need to tell someone from school or something

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another trusted adult

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sometimes its not possible

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i was sa'd by my classmate

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and despite the entire class seeing they said nothing

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i never said anything

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thats awful

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ik

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i was 12 when that happened

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still haunts me

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either way red

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No i stopped going to school this year only because my parents sent me for therapy and was diagnosed with minor bipolar typa thing.

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i cant imagine that :(

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is cyan still here?

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minor bipolar?

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