i’m only my true self around friends and online

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but i don’t have friends anymore so

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Im my myself only online and alone lol..

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:<

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Starting to get sick and tired of my best friend since middle school

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:^

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i’ve also just been kind of different from my siblings and relatives my age

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Smth happend?

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Mh, whatchu mean violet?-B

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growing up i didn’t do a lot of socializing so i was always the weird one

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Well honestly same

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then i eventually started being online more and was made of just for my interests which i was kind of sensitive abt

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it wasn’t even anything bad my family just didn’t understand it

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Felt that 🥲

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I think i developed a porn addition because of the early access to internet. I've been trying to stop for so long but it keeps coming back

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Ah dang, hopefully youll be able to grow out of the addiction

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my cousin and i even had the same friends and were part of the same friend group and they ended up excluding me and bullying me

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Im really sorry violet, thats awful :< -B

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i didn’t even know i was being weird like thats how much i didn’t know how to socialize ig

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we made up but barely she apologized years later but again bc i’m not close to any of my family i never made an attempt to like actually reconnect

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Hey, anyone here

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Heyy-B

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Hello 👋

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There's a girl I like but I'm scared of affection and beinh close to someone. Im scared what if I don't actually like her? Im just gonna hurt her

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maybe i’m not normal

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I think i have a question, i come here usually for support or a second opinion

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Sometimes i remember that i actually have some trauma. Like damn. Shit happened

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Well you dont need to be part of the norm...plus being normal is like bullshit anyway

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all ears ^

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i think i might be asexual since ive never really had a crush

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but im pan

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Who tf decides what normal??

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so i dunno how that works

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i might be somewhere on the nd spectrum just from i’ve heard (not to self diagnose) so i can be difficult to understand and handle

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Can someone be pansexual and asexual i really dunno

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not to mention my family doesn’t even think i have depression or anxiety

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Yea you can be panromantic asexual red-B

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I think the oboe has the power to make you transcend human emotions

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asexuality doesn't mean you vannot be attracted to someone. You can still be with someone but not really liking sex.

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How do they not know?? Violet -B

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