Haunting instrument...beautiful but so melancholy

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ye, its more about romantic attraction

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I don't know what it is, but the sound of an oboe can bring me to tears

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i mean they never really acknowledged it and they think i’m just lashing out or being lazy when i have a depressive episode

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and my parents just don’t understand having anxiety

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Music is such a wonderful thing

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my school had to tell them twice to take me to a therapist lol

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Kinda sounds like theyre ignorant on the topic-B

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I'm a bad person

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Once my teacher told me i really need mental help lolll -B

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my parents are asian immigrants and they’re not really understanding or knowledgable on mental illness

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Ah i understand - B

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oh dang, i also have asian immigrant parents, i feel u

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sometimes I feel nothing and sometimes i feel everything. I'm not sure which of mu emotions are real

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brooo

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i once told my mom i wanted to be medicated for my anxiety and she treated me like i was asking for a million dollars and i was being ridiculous

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Thecnically all of them cyan? -B

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which i understand but she didn’t even consider why i would ask in the first place yk

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my depression and anxiety were never taken seriously

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I wouldnt dare ask my mom for therapy bro T T -B

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im so pissed my cats here rn I hate him sm he was a gift from my dads relatives i love him really but recently hrs been sooo annoying constantly meowing at my window and ugh I hatr him sm...

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Im so tired of myself

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I cant have him inside because hes a indoors cat (court order due to uh family stuff not cleaning up ect

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outdoor* and he cries to come inside 24/7 i wanna do something bad so much man I hate him hes loud and annoying

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im not sven allowes to bring him inside or thwull report us to court and get my family taken away its not fair

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ppl keep calling my bf a pedo for dating me bc hes 30 and im 18. i was 18 when we met. it really annoys me.

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i wanna make hjm a indoor cat but im worried ehat will happen if thry find out

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And yeah its just so shitty man my anger issues cant handle this he gets lpuder if i say anythinf and if i ignore him waits thrn keeps going

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I want to stoo sexualizing myself buy I don't know how.

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i feel like the only worth i have is with my body and im not pretty enough to be someones girlfriend

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i also feel like a failure in every sense of the word and every way possible

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i let everyone trick me into believing theyre interested and they just humiliate me

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at this point do i even want to get better ??? i keep saying i do and i want to stop being sad and miserable but i do nothing to achieve it

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which is why i totally think i should just die lmao like whats the point yk

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very little makes me happy i don’t do shit i have no passion for anything really i’m too much of a coward to change

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i used to think that way too but a hobby goes a long way

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I'm sorry mum

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Right now i draw every now and then and it feels like my own therapy

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The girl I like doesn't know that Im actually not a good person. Im sorry

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Everyone in the world should kill themselves so i can be happy alone

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