so while i see it as moral to end yourself if youre suffering and no longer wish to suffer, another might not

43591 - 

i really think morality shouldn't be a thing since its unique to everyone

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but at the end of the day, morality of an action is determined by the doer of the action

43591 - 

and other peoples opinions dont matter ;p

43591 - 

i feel like it can be selfish to want someone to live for you, but it can help someone to think they have someone who wants them there

43598 - 

so in the end, that could be the real thing helping them to find their footing again

43598 - 

nothing aint helping me find my footing lmfao

43591 - 

yeaa me too

43598 - 

been looking half my life, and the one thing i thought i had just got taken away by the people that want me dead

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or at least, they act like they want me dead

43591 - 

this conversation is nice tho, im not used to having these subjects to talk about

43598 - 

because ive told them ive attempted twice due to their actions

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yet they still do them

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soooo they really dont care

43591 - 

they do nothing to change them?

43598 - 

nope

43591 - 

they still talk about me behind my back and spread rumours that arent true

43591 - 

run them over

43598 - 

i mean what who said that

43598 - 

which has completely ruined my social life and took away one of my only final hopes

43591 - 

i have one hope left, and its a person that im not so sure of

43591 - 

you're still in school?

43598 - 

at this point id be better off flipping a coin to decide my fate

43591 - 

i mean, in school, yes, but not physically in it right at the moment

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for context, im 16

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i feel like if you're still willing to let something decide for you you still have hope

43598 - 

maybe not in a traditional way

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but its like how you look for signs to not do it

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it means you want to look for a reason not to do it

43598 - 

i disagree for a few reasons

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one being, i dont even look when i cross the busiest street in town rofl i dont even care anymore

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second being, i only am willing to let something else decide my fate because i dont want to make the decision myself

43591 - 

my decisions have hurt enough people, so i want my death to be blamed on fate, not myself

43591 - 

which still means you dont feel strongly enough about it

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and what if fate decides thar you'll live another 50 years?

43598 - 

then i go against fate and do it anyway

43591 - 

because i surely cant endure another 50 years of this torture

43591 - 

then you're the one taking the decision there

43598 - 

even 50 months would be too much

43591 - 

i mean same

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