yellow i dont think its rational at all to think your own thoughts between you and yourself is faking it - sophie

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Maybe not

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its a common thing that occurs to people with problems like that - sophie

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i pretty much just came here to say that im not dead like a few people that joined in 2022 with me thought idk if any of you are here rn but oh well js yeah im not dead ive just been offline- lux

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Yellow, Idk your brain but if I were you I would try talking about it, even just anonymous to someone it might help you feel soooo good

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atp i think i have ocd or smth

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you’ll always get the tendecy to think that you’re faking it because of other people - sophie

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idk who you are but yay someone here is not dead!

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this past year and a half ive been trying to heal a bit so thats why ive been gone- lux

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i kinda feel like im going insane

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i feel like im faking every fcking thing i feel like oh im sad? nahh doing it for attention oh i have sh urges? nahh just pretending -mind

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same yellow -mind

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anyway have a nice day!! bye guys- lux

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anyways sorry

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you too lux! - sophie

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bye lux -mind

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omg hi welcome backkkkk mind

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bywwe

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no yellow lets talk - sophie

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and mind - sophie

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hiii mindddd

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i have disgusting thoughts. i hate them, i hate them so much.

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no

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dont say sorry -mind

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im not leaving

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Same coral

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wait wait wait people just popped up from nowhere

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okok good - sophie

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coral, intrusive thoughts, right? - sophie

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yay activity

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omnomnomnomnomn -mind

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i know it is wrong- why do i idolise this??

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yay.....having to type faster

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idek what an intrusive thought actually is

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what's wrong coral?

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real red -mind

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idolisation is a common coping mechanism - sophie

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hehe mind

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I feel like my coping mechanism for being the odd one out is fuked atm

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I

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