"Dylan Klebold wanted to die and didn't care if others died with him" that is stuck in my head

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how do ik my driends dont hate me

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specifically that

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its also how YOUNG they were - sophie

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but i dont think i can do that

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i dont know how

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yellow, it's that they don't leave you

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you gotta trust them too

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im so anxious

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fresh of college, fresh out of highschool - sophie

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same yellow

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You COULD be a bad person as a result of these thoughts, but you're always going to be waiting for that confirmation. It won't come and you'll realise you don't need to wait for it.

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Dylan Klebold operated the TEC-9 and the Stevens 311D double barrelled

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ooooo niceeee

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and its taken a mass media effect - sophie

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That's what worked for me anyway

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Klebold killed 5 people

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omg who when what coral

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Columbine inspired so many more shootings

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coool'

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i want a anxiety/social anxiety diagnosis

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and the fact is that i feel like one day im going to shoot someone and the thought is unbearabke

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so you may not be idolising it but i’d say take your mind off the case, research other things -/ what do you like most? science? history? - sophie

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me too but mom says I'm oerreacting and idk I like listening and helping more

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i live in a country that is very strict on gun ownership thankfully

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geography

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i love geography

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Accept the uncertainty coral

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You theoretically could

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geography is FULL of topics to research - sophie

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And live with that uncertainty

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i really have to go research now ive got it into my head

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try not to convince yourself that these thoughts control you. at the end of the day, you can control your own actions.

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maybe make another shooting plan

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Live with the fear

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i’d say research on countries geography - sophie

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idek why i make those

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wait coral - sophie

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omg I looked in the camera and my face is AAAAAAAH RAT

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i research countries a lot

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