strange to see nobodys been on these days - sophie

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i’m good red : )) how aboot you? - sophie

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Like im jsut making myself think these things so i will apear worse and someday people will find out im faking everything

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well before there was some activity

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ik thats not rational )probably)

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what are you faking yellow? - sophie

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Like my thoughts ig

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feeling the real big downside of being a school topper right now - sophie

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I'm fine, tired and coughing like my grandme but fine hihi.....and yellow, I'm so sorry for you! Are you okay or has it been worse some other times or smth

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its 11:22 pm for me right now; and its the weekend and i said i’d work on my thesis - sophie

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SCHOOL TOPPER

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hi hi -vee

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i just have alot of intrusive thoughts and lately i cant help bit feel like im forcing myself to think these thoughts

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ye s - sophie

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also red if it helps you could make coffee peels - sophie

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oh noooo don't think that yelloww!!!

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even tho ik im mot trying to think yk

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hi guys sorry for the like year and a half long break 💀- lux

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yay I'll try sophie ty!

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for like attention or smth

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you’re welcome!! it always gets me out of a fever just incase - sophie

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but idk maybe i am faking it i dont know

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that's great! I'll try it when I can!

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yellow i dont think its rational at all to think your own thoughts between you and yourself is faking it - sophie

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Maybe not

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its a common thing that occurs to people with problems like that - sophie

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i pretty much just came here to say that im not dead like a few people that joined in 2022 with me thought idk if any of you are here rn but oh well js yeah im not dead ive just been offline- lux

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Yellow, Idk your brain but if I were you I would try talking about it, even just anonymous to someone it might help you feel soooo good

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atp i think i have ocd or smth

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you’ll always get the tendecy to think that you’re faking it because of other people - sophie

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idk who you are but yay someone here is not dead!

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this past year and a half ive been trying to heal a bit so thats why ive been gone- lux

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i kinda feel like im going insane

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i feel like im faking every fcking thing i feel like oh im sad? nahh doing it for attention oh i have sh urges? nahh just pretending -mind

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same yellow -mind

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anyway have a nice day!! bye guys- lux

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anyways sorry

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you too lux! - sophie

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bye lux -mind

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omg hi welcome backkkkk mind

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